Monday, January 23, 2012

This is war

Hmm..lately takda lagu best nak layan. Lama gak aku tak update folder dlm ipod tu.

Tunggu bulan 2 nanti la CN Blue release lagu baru.

Nway, before tu leh la layan lagu MBlaq dulu. Not bad la... tajuk This is war.

LAGU

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Lee Joon sangat cool..from MV Oh Yeah, Y, Monalisa and even This is war.
Character serial killer ke, penjahat ka...yg serius2 semua nampak ngam dengan dia.. Eventhough the reality...pabo...hahaha..bendul. Mir's image quite good this time..totally diff and really can distinguish him from Hongki. I'm quite liking Thunder's part in the song. G.O of course never dissapoint with his performance. As for SeungHo..I'm not liking his short hair.

The old days

Terbaca kisah cruise karam kat paper semalam and tertengok gak muvie Leonardo DiCaprio kat HBO mengimbau balik memori aku berkenaan Titanic ni.. 15 years ago.. Muvie Titanic yg meletop gila..I think ramai kawan2 sebaya dulu memang asyik sebut2 la. I am..one of many young girls yg ter'fall' in love melampau kat Leonardo masa tu.. Dgn rambut belah tengah yg kira hensem habis la. Segala magazine yg ada gambo dia semua aku tibai beli. Sanggup ikat perut semata2 nak kumpul gambo dia...hahaha..sangat la tak matang.
Tapi, the funny thing is I never watch Titanic at that time until few years later...hahaha..Dulu2 ada video tape ja. Yg kena sewa kat kedai 2-3 ringgit kot x salah aku. Nak sewa sendiri takleh, budak x cukup umo..Nak suruh baba sewa segan..pasai crita cintan2 ni. Slalu baba sewa crita cina kungfu2 ja bagi aku..ngeh3..pasai tu fave aku.

Disebabkan syok tahap max kat Leo, aku pon ter'admire' sorang budak laki kat kelas mengaji. Ada can jumpa kat kelas mengaji ja pasai skolah lain2. Budak ni tua stahun drpd aku..Muka kira ensem la bagi level kanak2..hehe..putih melepak and paling menarik sebab rambut belah tengah Leonardo dia tu...hahaha..ambik kau, Leonardo punya pasai. Budak ni suara dia sedap sgt. Slalu jadi main vocal nasyid kat Fardhu Ain aku tu. Slalu aku tertunggu2 dia azan masuk waktu Asar..Lunak betul. Nama pon sedap...pendek kata budak lelaki pujaan ramai la...hahaha..sungguh kanak2 time tu.

Tapi, 1 ja slack skit yg bikin aku tensen dgn dia. Nakal x hengat..kena lak seat dia betul2 dpn aku. Slalu la kena usik dgn dia..t'masuk la kes obses mlampau aku kat Titanic...hahaha..pastu slalu kena pau sgala macam pensel la, pemadam la..apa! tak reti bawak sendiri ka. Tapi..marah2 pon dalam hati suka sebenarnya. Because seems like I got his attention....hehehe..gatai.

Anyway..pas je dia darjah 6..tak penah jumpa lagi dah. Tapi, few years lepas..masa zaman friendster kot..aku ada terjumpa friendster dia.. But,years do changes appearance..He looked a little bit chubby at that time. skarang tatau la.

Dear Mr 'Leo', thank you for being a piece of my memories. Make me laugh when thinking how immature I am. Please be happy and healthy always.

Sunday, January 08, 2012

Wishes

"WELCOME 2012"

Better late than never. I'm one week late in welcoming new year.
Ok! What i'm gonna do in this year? Did all my resolutions for last year covered?
Nampaknya kena carry forward this year la.

There's so many things I want and need to do. Of course wishing for better fortune in life.

First of all, Syukur ALHAMDULILLAH i'm not jobless..eventhough there's some disatisfying factors. I see chances for elevating and improving..yet still long way to go. I'm thanked that this job fits my qualification. However the time really kills me. Being a single lady living with parents, i still can manage lifestyle for now..with all that long working hours. But..seeing the future,when i have my own family..my life could be wrecked. It's already quite late off from work, then driving home for quite a time..reaching home in very tired state...where I think i couldn't carry my role as wife and mother properly. To be simplified..WORKAHOLIC. Thus, i'll need a new job with more comfortable hour..later.

If we were to talked about dreams..rasanya semua orang ada dreams atau impian. Dare to dream because everything starts from dreaming. It's like setting a goal..then you have to work it out to make the dream come true. I do have a dream..In fact this idea come from few my bestest friends. We intended to collaborate in opening a bistro..that serve high class feels but with very affordable cost. Yes, I want to have it like that. I want to change perception that only orang kaya can makan-makan at exclusive restaurant. I want to give chances..and I want to provide assurance for muslims to eat at places like these. As now we know that too many franchises, kopitiams and bakeries are facing the Halal issue. Aku sendiri pun frust bila tak leh makan kat certain tempat sebab ragu2 dengan status halal. Ok,i need to work with this dream..please help me with strong will and courage in making it reality. INSYAALLAH

Then, i also need to find a piece of my heart that's still missing. Come on Leyya..it's already been years to still be grieving..Step out from that sad and dark feeling. In fact I left the broken heart already..tapi there's still little scar inside. Seeing many of my friends are getting engaged, married and even have babies..sometime do touch some feeling inside me. Seeing how they have moved to the next phase in their life..yet I'm still here..Grieving..alone..Stupid huh!!!It seems i haven't meet a man that can ignite the spark in my heart again. Encik..pakai lighter power skit ek..ngeeeeee. Tukar spark plug baru ke..Hah, ok dah meraban ni.


Ok, hope I'll be a better person..leading a better life in a better way. Hoping everthing would be better. Nope, not better,GREAT!!! Let me become greedy for these, Ok!